Saturday, May 24, 2008

Day 8: Oddities

It’s been a few days since my last entry… things have been going a bit unexpectedly.

A couple of nights ago, I was awaiting my weekly update.  I ~knew~ I was going to be punished… I had pressed the limits a bit too far and received several protocol violations.  I actually was looking forward to it… there was excitement in being so helpless and knowing that punishment was coming.  My Custodian did not disappoint when the time came.  One additional hour of banishment.  I actually became very aroused… feeling my body respond… when the punishment was issued.  Mind you, I am itching to get out.  But for that moment… it made me wet to be forced further in.

My Custodian has been acting a bit odd.  I thought for sure I was coming close to Eudeamon.  However, I was punished for a series of violations (not arousing at all this time)… reminding me that I have no idea if I am getting closer to Eudeamon, or even on the right path at all.  I can say… there is a struggle going on with my Custodian, but I can reveal no more than that.

A quick wave to all of my friends who have sent their support, and a special heart in the sand for Spikey and Fi… can’t even tell you how much you both have meant to me through this! :)


32 hours down

67 hours to go

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

In the spirit of never losing our sense of humor, as I looked at your pics in banishment I thought..."Hmmmmm Trinity really looks good in black." Mercy Me

Unknown said...

Trinity *does* look good in black. *hugs*
Just watch out for becoming suit-dependent, T-6101. That's something I've been having to fight, myself. I keep wanting to go back to being bane. *sigh*

Thanks for continuing to chronicle your journey. :) *Hugs*

Mitzy said...

What is this talk of Eudeamon?

T-6101 your starting to sound like you might be suffering from a bit of suit dependence.

We may have to spend some time discussing this and see if we can't correct your thought processes.

We really don't want you becoming suit dependent. You have far too many friends and loved ones. They would make a little too much noise about you not returning to them.

Operator S.

Sam Jennings said...

Now that I have finally finished reading the story, I have questions when you are able to speak again.