It has been quite an emotional day. I have been working for awhile on a blog to post here. It’s finished, and I was planning to post it this evening, but too much happened. Another day soon. Tears of sorrow.
I finally made contact with my friend Fi. She has never seen me inworld other than as a Bane. I danced for her as only a Bane can. She danced in response. Rudimentary communication, but the best one can do as a Bane. Tears of joy.
Later this evening, I found my friend Spikey (or, more appropriately, she found me). I’m not sure Spikey knows how much I feel for her. She “wrote” words of encouragement to me… just her being there made me smile. At the same time, while I treasure her friendship, I realize it will likely never be more than that. Tears of joy and sorrow.
Being a Bane is tough. Tough because it highlights the world… and our relationship to it. For better or worse… or better and worse.
My custodian went haywire earlier today… I dare not speak of it, though. I’m sure it will fix itself. It had no problems with protocol violations this evening… another hour added today.
54 hours… 55 hours… not much of a difference at this point.
4 comments:
Hush with "never be likely more than that" talk. When you get out we can talk about that. In the meantime, I'm here to support you, even if that just means leaving words in the sand, or in the air. You know where to reach me and how to find me. And I *will* keep checking up on you and reminding you that there are people waiting for you when you get out.
*mimes a big hug*
PS: Got my Operator rating today. :)
Just here to say: "I am with you all the time, Trinity."
Even if we don´t know well, and only met once for short.
Maybe the reason is, that i am reading eudeamon nearly simultaneously with your progress in the program.
It becomes more and more interesting and fascinating, and i wonder why it amazes me that much.
*cries a little tear and leaves for today*
It was wonderful seeing you last night - I enjoyed our visit and brief communication. I am looking forward to seeing what is under that bane suit, however, if you kept it on forever I know I'd find you lovely anyhow. :)
*hugs* (you can collect these later)
~Fi
I don't think I would do this but just remember why you wanted to get through this. *Big Hug*
MercyRiiser....again!
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