14 hours to go...
...and I am wondering what happens next.
To anyone on the outside, the answer would seem simple... freedom... yay!
But, it's not that simple.
I'm starting to realize that I am a bit afraid to return... I've grown accustomed to being a Bane... I would be lying if I didn't admit that the idea of seeing "me" again and going about my "normal" life didn't feel a bit weird to me.
Then there is my custodian, who has a strong opinion that I hate her. I want to reach out to her... to let her know that I don't hate her... but I don't know how to... all of my efforts have failed. :(
14 hours to go... and alot of decisions to make in the meantime.
2 comments:
Your Friends, Family, and even your operator will help you ease back in to society.
The best advice I can give is to take things slow.
Op S
I've been reading this, T. We stand with you when you return. I did not understand why you were doing this until I sat down with your blog and read it through.
We love you and do not judge, and I'm sorry if I did before I knew all the circumstances.
As Mitzy says, take it slow and return to those who love you at your best pace.
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